The Green System
My Green System I call my “Happy Place.” Its where my pain volume has be turned down. I feel calm and content with myself. I am happy to talk to others about my conduction and I am more willing to ask for help. I can now start to enjoy a bit of time socializing and having fun. The “old Amy” raises her head. I can make jokes and laugh. Knowing I will not feel the effects. Being in this system is very very rare. I’m sure those of you reading this will understand. I will take my daughter out for a treat. Spend more time with my partner. It could last one or two days. But I still wouldn’t change it for the world. Feeling relatively “normal” again gives me and the body time to rest. To fall asleep. I look to the deep blue sea and white sands in my mind. Wishing I was there.
Where do you take yourself off to when you go to sleep…?